a day of highlight :)

As you have already alluded to the highlight of my day (barnes and nobel,) ill tell you about my second highlight... Babe your meal was delicious, ive never ever ever had a salad that.... sophisticated, i felt like a rich snob eating in a palace, it was wonderful. ,Accompanied with root beer and my bagel thing, i was in heaven. love, i want to thank you for everything.. for the gifts, the trust, the help, for listening,,, i appreciate every moment, everythought you give me and i thank the Lord for you. I thank the Lord for you,,,, i don't mean that lightly noelle, i certainly mean it, he blessed me with the most selfless, caring, beautiful, and talented person i know. 

I woke up yesterday with a sense of,, sorrow? for the lack o f a better word... i know you love me princess, i know you wouldnt change me and care for me as i am and im so thankful for that babe.... but i feel so badfor not having more talents, more money, better looks, a better past, sillier humour,,,, popularity,,,, you deserve the very best and i know im far from it babe,,,, but you love me, and that is sooooooooo very humbling,,, i lovr you with my whole heart Noelle, you deserve my very best because you are a gift from the Lord.  I Thought of our future the whole time at barnes and noble,,, and although it appears to be in the distance, i am happy, because it is with you.. i cannot help but watch you smile and talk and laugh and feel a sense of joy and peace and love. 

I apologize this post is scattered and sporatic princess, im exhausted and need your kisses. Tommorow will be a rough day for me,,,, 8 years since dad died . i can see it just like it was yesterday :/,,,,Im going to do my very hardest to be strong, to smile and stay happy and joyfull,, but i need your help and prayer. babe im holding on the the Lords promise of happiness: You... im holding on to the gift he has given me and im neverletting go of the friend who has never let me go alone. i love you, please pray for me as u read this... sweet dreams babe

Tebya Leblyu,

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ps. yes thats binary :)