a late night blog

hey there princess. i miss our blogs so much. so much history running through its pages... i love u with all my heart princess and i miss you so so so much. babe i know you cant breathe i can feel ur anxiety princess.. i  thought about it all through work today and i prayed and prayed and i belive God gave me the phrase "round about" i cannot help but think of the old testament psalms and hear the cries of david as his enemies and the Devil seemed to be round about him. he had no where to move. no room to breath. just an onslaught of trouble. babe. dont give up as time seems to constrict. as class loads and fatigue and discouragement is enveloped round about you... truat God babe he will lead us through..

(KJV)Job 22:10-13, 21-23
Therefore snares are ROUND ABOUT thee, and sudden fear troubleth thee; [11] Or darkness, that thou canst not see; and abundance of waters cover thee. [12] Is not God in the height of heaven? and behold the height of the stars, how high they are! [13] And thou sayest, How doth God know? can he judge through the dark cloud?
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[21] Acquaint now thyself with him, and be at peace: thereby good shall come unto thee. [22] Receive, I pray thee, the law from his mouth, and lay up his words in thine heart. [23] If thou return to the Almighty, thou shalt be built up, thou shalt put away iniquity far from thy tabernacles.

August 20, 2012

Hey there busy man.
A new semester has started, and my last year here.
I miss you.
Love,
Noelle

Tranquility

Dear Levi,
Tonight we sat on the benches of our own seclusive park (the college campus) and watched a lightning storm under the tickling drops of rain on our skin. It was so lovely. =) Every memory with you is lovely... the happy ones and the painful ones... all of them are my story with you and I love my story with you.

I just wanted to say how peaceful I feel right now. Thank you for your gentleness on the phone when I called you this afternoon when I got thrown out of work early. I was scared and crying and upset but your voice was so infinetly soothing and gentle and absolutely unreal. Thank you, Levi.... I drove right to your apartments and parked outside and talked to you on the phone from a few feet away. =) Your magnet was pulling me. =)) How else do you think I heard the lawn mower? Silly Levi. I love you so much. I didn't come up because I knew you were just getting going, but I almost did. I love you so much.
Thank you for seeing me for those few hot minutes before you went to work. For just encouraging me and getting my focus right, and most of all, for praying with me. It helped. It changed my whole day.

And thank you for tonight... for the drinks, and the King size Recee's bar. Wow. =) You took me by surprise, and it felt so nice. I wish I could relate in mere words the depth of the emotion you gave to me tonight, but I feel my vocabulary is too shallow. I just wanted to say thank you.

It's so beautiful tonight, out under the lightning-lit, dark purple clouds. I feel like I am in my own little world, and it's so peaceful. I know that soon life will be crazy hectic again (try: tomorrow morning at 4am) but in these few stolen moments, I just wanted to pray for a while and read my Bible and write you. I found this verse in Philemon and it reminded me of you.

"I thank my God, making mention of thee always in my prayers, hearing of thy love and thy faith.. for the bowels of the saints are refreshed by thee, brother." Phil 1:4&7

Thank you for being like Philemon to me. Thank you for refreshing my spirit and giving me the encouragement and strength to keep going, and to even smile and laugh.

I love you.

Article

Baby I found this article I wanted to share with you!! And I made this whole blog post... and then my computer died in the middle of it ='( I am so sad! It was about this thing called "Pillow Talk".... where two people have matching pillows, and when persons uses theirs, the other one begins to softly glow. And when you lie down, you can hear the other person's heartbeat! Isn't that so sweet?!?!?! I wish we could do that!!!!!! It would be like snuggling with you every night =) I'd sleep soooooooo good to the sound of your heartbeat... I know I would =) My pillow would begin to glow around midnight every night and I'd get to literally hear that you are safe and sleeping... awwwwwww.... I'm so in love with the idea right now =)) Reminds me of a little newborn puppy, you know? How it sleeps with a warm bottle and alarm clock, so it thinks it is sleeping with his mother? Awwww baby...... your little puppy misses you so, so much.......