Ocean Eyes

Dear Noelle,

Precious Noelle im thinking of u as you are asleep warm and cozy oh how i'd love to kiss your cheek and hold u tight. im slightly scatter brained tonight, a million things in my head at once. I'm exhausted, i just want to fall asleep and never wake up it feels like... The ocean has been on my mind alot lately, im not quite sure why, in a world of chaos, the ocean keeps me calm. I remember the first time i saw the ocean, it was in Astoria, Washington :) i couldn't fathom the size of it, so large in size it was immeasurable. Once day i want to hold ur hand and walk down the beach barefoot with u in the sunrise. I want to write in the sand, "i love noelle" and build a sand castle with you. i want to hear the waves and look deep into your eyes babe. ur eyes remind me of the ocean, so much unfathomable beauty... Beauty reaching  far beyond the horizon... Noelle, im in love with u, never change princess... ur erasing the bad times in my life by outweighing them with amazing moments of happiness babe, i dont feel sad anymore, i wake up with a purpose it seems....

I remember.... Dad's "Projects" with me, he always had something planned to do with me and forrest, take apart an engine, build a kite, make a dream catcher, bake brownies,,,, but my favorite one was my boat... i remember dad helped me build a boat out of a milk carton, he disassembled an old hand fan with me and salvaged the little electric motor on the inside. he then built a little propeller from a tin can an fashioned it so at the stern of the "boat." ill never forget working on that little boat with him and working the hot glue gun the make it water tight :)  and strategically placing the batteries in a pill bottle and sealing them from the water and using a light switch on the top of the boat to activate the motor,,, idk babe,,, it was moments like those that made me so interested in technology, every single time i take apart a computer or anyhthing of the sort i feel exactly as i did as a little kid, so much curiosity to the point of adventure... 

Noelle, ur my best friend... ive given u so much of my past, its amazing. i never thought i could trust anyone as much as i have u babe,  i trust u so much and i know you will be there for me. words cannot even begin to describe how u make me feel,,, i love u... Someday i am going to marry you Noelle, for two are better than one..I thank the Lord for raising up such a beautiful young Godly woman, with eyes like the  ocean, and beauty beyond the sea... thank you for everything my dear Noelle... 

To my girl forever,

Levi