Coordinating Us

Hey... my sweet prince... I love you so much it hurts to even contemplate the idea of that being gone. I pray that it never will. I'm not so worried right now; I'm not sure why; maybe because I know myself, and I know how desperately in love with you I am; and I know my past... that loyalty is just part of who I am, and I'm not going to leave you or grow away from you. But I do worry, and chafe, at this time we can't be together as much.
I guess as an mk, I know from firsthand experience how time + distance = death. In a real way, it kills most relationships, or at least dulls and delutes them to nothing... And I don't want this. On the other hand, soldiers make it work... they come back to their wives... and everything is okay, even though the sacrifice is hard.
I was thinking. And I don't like the idea of a blank, huge, endless five months staring us in the face. It leaves far too much room for the unknown, and the unknown is scary. I was thinking that we should make some kind of plan.... something to keep up focused... something to keep us growing together... something to make these five months a tangible, visible investment, rather than just a huge void.
I want to hear what you think. I don't know. Maybe a big goal each month... something we're both working towards... something that we can help each other with.. something that we can use for the Lord... something that we can feel accomplished about as each month comes to a close.
I think that if we're working towards something together, it will help. It will help you and it will help me. It will keep us focused and give Satan less room to work in worry and doubts and the awful ache of loneliness. This is my prayer, anyways...
I have a verse for you... I have not given you the spirit of fear but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. I can't think of the reference off the top of my head and I have to clock into work right now, but I wanted to give this to you... I love you love you babe and I'm not going to change... I want to excell at everything in life, and more than anything, I want to succeed in my friendship and relationship with you. =)
Hugs.
Your girl FOREVER,
Noelle