Sometimes in the midst of a downpour, the reflection of a rainbow in the sleeting mist is soooo wonderful.... I'm so tired, and stressed, and upset, and disappointed, and sick, and sad, and depressed, and miserable, and frustrated, and annoyed, and restless, and lonely, and tired, and tired, and tired..... and it's only Tuesday. Holy cow. And yet today, God gave me an unexpected surprise.... he gave me two lovely hours with my best friend. Just a bright splash of color across this dreary day. Just seeing his smile and buying him Starbucks and finding out what his favorite music is and watching him banter with my brother... it was so nice. Just, inexplainably nice. It gave me some hope of happiness to grasp in the midst of my tumbling, churning emotions.
I miss you so much.
I really, really miss you.
I wish so badly it were Saturday, but in the light of my desperation; those fleeting two hours seems so mercilessly cruel.
Anytime spent with you is perfect, i enjoyed every bit of it :) listening to your favorite music andhearing you sing along. The days do get dreary, they get dark and grey,, and everything becomes heavy; but you make everything worth it love, u help me so much and i appreciate y best friend for always being there for me in the midst of the fog
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