As a kid, i was intrigued by spiders. Their solitary characteristics, mystery, and even the fear they bestowed was so interesting. I remember hours of time spent behind our garage on a spider hunt, scouring tho nooks and crannys for a trace of web. I felt so much like a spider when i was younger, i never wanted to be noticed, never, for problems arise if i was discovered. I'm not sure what this has to do with anything but its a random memory i thought of :) when i read your poems, notes, and posts, the word intricate comes to mind. spider silk has the potential to lift things well beyond the weight of the spider, its truly a marvel of nature that God created, to have something and so delicate produce so much strength. Every word you write is "spun" in such a way it is truly a marvel noelle, soooo very elegant and intelligent, every word connects in such a way that it creates a mesmerizing piece of art. Noelle, thank you for today, thank you for your notes, your time sacrificed for me, your love, your beautiful words of encouragement; for just simply being yourself... Ill never forget today, as i was sitting by my bed, my head hurting, my strength drained from my body and the cloud of sadness covering my body like dust on a grave. I'll never forget sitting by my bed, as i read your letters, and your post and feeling my sadness slowly brushed away as your balance and precision of words struck my heart with happiness. I envy your talent, your words of encouragement, because i wish i could stamp in writing what you mean to me, and encourage you the same way you are there for me in your words.
Today is exactly what i needed...
Not the sickness nor the pain, but the cure to it.
I needed my girl, the way her eyes show love and compassion, the way she is concerned, her care, her words, her delicate words infused with strength and encouragement.
Thank you precious noelle, today felt like saturday, you were with me every second of the day and im at a loss of words, all i can say is i thank you princess.
Darling thank you....
YOUR love forever,
Levi
" the cloud of sadness covering my body like dust on a grave." Wow... that was like amazing. I love your phraseology Levi. You are an awesome writer!!! And this post was amazing. I wanted to be there for you so badly.... I'm glad that I helped a little. I want to be there for you.... And you would make such a CUTE little spider!!! =)) just saying.....
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