Today

Precious noelle, i love you... please don't be sorry over something you cannot control. Please do not be sad, im here... all i can ask is for you not to push me away. I wish courtney was not here, she's a snob,loud,  she's a flirt, and she's snoopy and the very same kind of person you find in highschool freshman. Noelle, there is no one i would rather talk to than you :( im sorry your day was rough and your sad :( your so strong,,, ur fighting exhaustion and the pang of hunger. this semester is good for us, it'll mke us become even more grateful of each other, and i'm not going to allow a few months to pry each other apart. i agree, we need to be more careful with our time together, i think thus far we have been very smart about it, but it could stray to the point where we may slip up. Noelle, im praying for you.. remember this, im never leaving you. remember our pinky promise..
You are far from broken preciious princess.. you are so smart, you are not the average girl thank goodness. you thinkk with your brain and have so much wisdom and intellect. your gorgeous and beautiful, God-fearing, and your simply yourself... Thursdays are so hard noelle, and fridays, nothing will stop that, no matter how much    coffee or sleep i get, i cannot bandage exhaustion from  the weeks previous. Babe, nnno matter the distance, im here.. im your friend forever. Yesterday was so amazing noelle.. movies with my best friend and her brother :) bliss... favorite part? you standing on my toes and smiling at me with ur beautiful smile and giving me the best hug in the world. i fell aleep to that memory, and im never letting go of it. I never regret falling in love with you, because every single day and youve shown me love i have never imagined possible... everyday has been better than the dayy before princess, and iim so grateful to have you in my life.. noelle, the coffee, the stick, walking you to class, coming here to your work,,,  thats not even a fraction of what you have done for me... consistantly you have wrote sweet blogs, given me panera, asked me about my day, listened to me, helped me... cleaned santanna, the most amazing and rxprnsive coat and scarf ive ever owned, gave me hope, and gave me a place to feel at home in your heart.. u trust me and the Lord brought you into my life noelle, i cannot help but thank him for bringing you into  my  life. im mad courtny robbed my time with you, but it's ok, because i know i have my whole life with you noelle, and who knows what the Lord has planned for us, it may be as simple as an    apartment in the city or a cozy house by the ocean, but one thing i know, i dont care of the life circumstances, i dont care where im at or how hard the brevities of life may be,,, because all i need is the Lord and you at my side to help me thr
ought the shadows i may face. You got me through today princess, i enjoy doing things for you, i enjoy making you smile and trying to be sweet, i enjoy our conversations and sitting next to you in speech, i enjoy sitting with you and your  brother and sister, i enjoy our intimate times of love, and the soft soft kisses at the movies,  i enjoy watching you work sooo very hard at work.. you know? i would hire you to work for me at my work babe, you would work circles around the guys i work with :) todays sermon was exactly what i needed for a thursday and friday, things will be hard, and things will be rough, but expect them, look ahead, and get out of the way and let the  Lord move.. i expect school to be hard baby, and not seeing you as often to be hard but i look ahead and i see my future with you, and it is truly amazing... and i just need to watch the Lord work in our lives babe, he has done so much for us as it is. we need too start thinking about scrapbook ideas babe, i have a request, i want some of your drawings in it, i loved watching you draw the rolling hills and trees in class today, you are sooo very talented.thank you for everything.. i enjoyed my day with you princess, te amo,

With all love,
to my best friend,
Levi