Requests

Will you make me a prayer list before I fly out?
Will you remind me to take a picture of us?
Will you pray with me?
Will you make Saturday the best day ever?
Will you give me a goodbye kiss?
Will you, please? <3

Prayer List

I wanted to make a prayer list online so you can access it when I'm not with you. I loved praying with you yesterday morning.... sunrise and orange juice and kisses, so perfect baby =)) Thankyou for being in my life. Thankyou for being you....

Courage.
The weddings.
Family demands.
Strength at work.
Safety.
A second job.
Getting my book published.
Increased faith.
Patience and a quiet spirit.
Waking up to my alarm.
Health
To be a better daughter
To be a better friend to you...
Wisdom how to be a girlfriend.
Healing for the past.
A car.

That's pretty much everything on my mind right now......
Let me know what I can pray about for you okay? Please?
I love you, Levi. <3

Chapters

Reminded me of what you told me in the field looking at the peices of my Andri Box scattered on the grass.

Thankyou for being a beautiful new chapter in my life, for helping me pick up a pen and starting writing scenes and memories again. Thankyou for holding me as I looked back at the old chapters to reread them and grieve. And thankyou for loving me just the way my book is written. 

I love you.....

I miss you. ='(

Catching up!

It's been too long since someone posted!!!! Agh!!!! So much has happened!!!! Our lives have been stuffed full of something wonderful and no time to record it all.... sad sigh. Still. The memories are there =))

Thankyou for today. For caring about my past, my pain, and helping me find solutions for the future. All I know is that as long as my future is YOU, that solves everything right there. I can handle anything, even the deepest hurt, when you're arms are around me babe.... I mean that. When you pulled me into your arms and just stroked my head and talked to me my heart was being ripped up but I felt such... peace, such safety... I knew I wasn't alone. And I can't ever thankyou enough for that. Just, wow, baby.

I love you Levi.............. so so much! For a while we were so busy and stressed it felt like our love was kind of cooling off, and it made me so sad.... but today the passionate kisses reminded me of how intensely I love you and you reminded me that you love me madly back.... I feel so happy =) Our love is so unique, so amazing, so surreal. Baby, baby. You make me smile. =) Rawr!!

Hey!!!!!!! We went to banquet!!!!!!!!!! And we matched!!!!!!!!!!! And my family loves you!!!!! And we got to hang out and snuggle at TGIF's!!!!! =) And we get to sit together at church!!!!! And we got all moved!!!!! And and just.... wow.... so much has happened!!! Babe you are making every day a wonderful story. This is the first semester in soooo long baby when I can look back and see wonderful, precious, happy times. It gives me such hope. Baby. Such hope.

I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Please don't forget it. =))
And here's a Happy Monday to my man, my best friend, my sweet prince Levi P. Fowler........
It's going to be a great week! =)))

Hugs and kisses and snuggles and little rawrs! <3

Cuties ;)

 

Hope these make you smile like they made me =))))

today at work

Hey baby i love you i miss you!! so today i revamped the blog, gave it a shot, if it doesnt work or you don't like it just tell me and ill revert it :) im certainly any good at designing :) baby work was hard, everyone who has been there an amount of time is frustrated for picking up slack of a few select newer people. i was everywhere i did everything and i pulled my hair to get out on time baby. i placed new rules in effect starting today: no phones or mp3's on their behalf, any time they leave other than their designated task they Must report to me or a member of managment, no leaving the line during the truck unless in dire emergency, and everyone needs to respect each other... i stopped everything today as we were pulling the truck and had a meeting with them. it hurts that i have to be so strict yet its sadly become neccesary. i love you babe. today i was so strict, i was stern yet had to be compassionate. no joyful playing around or smile. just business.  sad it had to come to that today baby.
My day:
Woke up 15 minutes after 3 o'clock
set up truck, paperwork, get the truck rolling
\two trucks: a 1900 and a 1700 peice truck
first truck: had the new guy throw it and we were finished 15 after 6... only 15 minutes late, not bad. not great,
sent them off to break as i and my manager casey set the next truck
Second truck: carl volunteered, fairly consistent pace as he threw it, yet the small 1700 turned into a disaster, we had full sized airconditioners roll off the line, about 60 pounds each: we ended up with 7 pallets of airconditioners as i stacked every single one.
second truck done at 8:30 only 30 minutes late.

that pretty much set the day, the two new guys walk around lazily, constantly taking "bathroom breaks" checking phone and pretty much do nothing, another employee edward fuels their pace with his constant complaint of never being payed enough for the work... i have never been racist ever, but needless  to say i should point our their all black and think im a slave driver.
while pulling the frieght i noticed they walked outside to their car, i talked to shaun to set the meeting and shaun and i asked where they have been and blatently lied saying they were helping a customer. they were hanging out in their car.... baby im babysitting these two new guys and their slack reflects on me :( its stressful baby but all i can do is pray. the Lord  has been good to me for allowing to be in the position of leadership, ive learned so very much. its not a dictatorship, but a leading of example. i miss you, tday wore me out babe, i crossed this finish line with a crash landing. i love u baby thank you for the encouragment today baby it ment so very much. tebya leblyu i missest u :) patrick says hi :) i say hi :) muah baby girl