Easter Sunday

THankyou for an amazing day, from the hugs in the morning to the Chinese food that night.... your sweet sweet kindness to your best friend. It means the world. I love you so much, Levi.

Spring Break Part II

This night was absolutely perfect.... I can't begin to describe it. The tranquility. The peace. The beauty. Being with you safe and quiet... it was amazing. I hope that someday we can have evenings like this every night, your arms around me, watching a sunset together, dancing in a moonlit meadow. I love you.

Spring Break Part I

Following my best friend around like a little puppy =)

 Max's Carwash at the north end of Oklahoma City, down the road from Cassady School

 Santanna ready to be washed! =D

 "No idea how this works...." =P

 Figuring out the gun. It looks dangerous in your hands!

 Someone's getting cleeeeeeeeean

 Oh yeah. Look at that. Mr. Amazing up close! =D

 "Why do we do the tires? They just get dirty again as soon as you roll out..."

 Random moment.

 "Someone has to take a picture of me!" lol

 Oh yes. The soap brush. =D

 Scrub scrub! Build those muscles!

 Thank you for sharing =D

 Making Santanna prettttttty

 Me. Laughing. =D

 I wish we had a picture of me chasing you with that brush and soap suds spewing everywhere....

 On my tiptoes. Yuppppppp. ;)

 Levi's randomness. You're a dork. <3 But so very cute!

 Power spray!!!!!

 So hard not to come knock you over.... lol

 Two pictures? Hmm. Guess I'm infatuated.... =P

 I <3 U!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 All clean. Clean as a whistle! Now to detail the inside...... ugh. Hot and nasty. But good times. =)

 "Cuz you pose cute." =P

 Steven would be so proud!!!!

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 I like this one. The blur makes my hair look awesome. =D

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 I love that I'm laughing. <3 You make me so happy and carefree.

 MUSCLES!!!! lol

 Gorgeous

 A gazillion hours later........... =D

 OMG!!!! He's looking at me!!!!! *butterflies* Is my hair okay? =P

Tinseltown.

Totally ghetto. But still an amazing memory with my best friend, snuggled against his chest in the dark watching a movie that was almost not too hard to imagine as reality. And the wharehouse later, even if you are paranoid =P The tears and the closeness. So precious. My best friend I love you and always will.

Roadmarks

You know the song by Dierks Bentley, Every Mile a Memory? Well it's an awesome song. I heard it aaaaages ago when I was like 16 and on furlough. Very appropriate, right? lol Well it's been going through my head. I know the past is the past but I can't but feel that the past is still so very not far behind me. Every important date that comes is so hard because it was only a year ago.... Anyways, spring break is definitely one of those worst nightmarish anniversaries. I can't say I'm not going into this one with heavy shadows of doom foreshadowing my steps. It makes me sad, but I hope that someday... I'll be free of this baggage... I'll be able to forget it forever... but for now, there's just so many memories.... The happy days, the scream, the tears, the pain.... everything I lost....
I just wanted to say I love you and I'm glad that I can hold your hand this spring break. It means so much that you love me enough to stay with me and that you even love me as I am. I am really grateful for you Levi. Please don't ever doubt it. Please don't leave me.

 

A diverse yet spontaneous day with my best friend. i love you little noelle, i miss you with alllll my heart. your smile made my day, it was truly wonderful and it made me feel so loved. cheese, pancakes, crepes, warm sun,  walks down the street, old stuff  :) noelle, you made my day, i love you with all my heart. im sorry i slept through your break babe :/ but i emjoyed seeing you at panera, your such a hardworking person. spring break is almost here noelle!! :) i cant wait! one more month to go noelle, one more :) keep running princess it'll be ok :)

Quotes

"When you are in love, you cannot sleep, because finally reality is better than your dreams."


"Whatever stuff souls are made of, yours and mine are made of the same."


"Love reminds you that nothing else matters."


Because I love quotes =)

Old Poem

Sometimes I think of how we met
And why, and where, and when,
And I can't stop the wishful thought
That you had loved me then.

Sometimes I think of how I left,
And how you grew to care,
And when I think of all those months,
I cannot find it fair.

But then I think of how we fell
In love those sleepless night
And I am filled with wondrous awe
Of how things turned out right!

Sometimes I think of Christmas break
Our very first embrace
The days, the nights, the mem'ries made
I feel their lingering trace.

Sometimes I think of what's to come
I haven't got a clue!
But this I know, no matter what -
I always will love you. <3 <3 <3