You know the song by Dierks Bentley, Every Mile a Memory? Well it's an awesome song. I heard it aaaaages ago when I was like 16 and on furlough. Very appropriate, right? lol Well it's been going through my head. I know the past is the past but I can't but feel that the past is still so very not far behind me. Every important date that comes is so hard because it was only a year ago.... Anyways, spring break is definitely one of those worst nightmarish anniversaries. I can't say I'm not going into this one with heavy shadows of doom foreshadowing my steps. It makes me sad, but I hope that someday... I'll be free of this baggage... I'll be able to forget it forever... but for now, there's just so many memories.... The happy days, the scream, the tears, the pain.... everything I lost....
I just wanted to say I love you and I'm glad that I can hold your hand this spring break. It means so much that you love me enough to stay with me and that you even love me as I am. I am really grateful for you Levi. Please don't ever doubt it. Please don't leave me.
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