Ocean Away

Hello =)

Here I am an ocean away, a week apart from your last hug, and I'm *still* the only one using this blog. =) made me smile. =)
Just wanted to say that I love you and miss you and am praying for us.

*little hug*

Requests

Will you make me a prayer list before I fly out?
Will you remind me to take a picture of us?
Will you pray with me?
Will you make Saturday the best day ever?
Will you give me a goodbye kiss?
Will you, please? <3

Prayer List

I wanted to make a prayer list online so you can access it when I'm not with you. I loved praying with you yesterday morning.... sunrise and orange juice and kisses, so perfect baby =)) Thankyou for being in my life. Thankyou for being you....

Courage.
The weddings.
Family demands.
Strength at work.
Safety.
A second job.
Getting my book published.
Increased faith.
Patience and a quiet spirit.
Waking up to my alarm.
Health
To be a better daughter
To be a better friend to you...
Wisdom how to be a girlfriend.
Healing for the past.
A car.

That's pretty much everything on my mind right now......
Let me know what I can pray about for you okay? Please?
I love you, Levi. <3

Chapters

Reminded me of what you told me in the field looking at the peices of my Andri Box scattered on the grass.

Thankyou for being a beautiful new chapter in my life, for helping me pick up a pen and starting writing scenes and memories again. Thankyou for holding me as I looked back at the old chapters to reread them and grieve. And thankyou for loving me just the way my book is written. 

I love you.....

I miss you. ='(

Catching up!

It's been too long since someone posted!!!! Agh!!!! So much has happened!!!! Our lives have been stuffed full of something wonderful and no time to record it all.... sad sigh. Still. The memories are there =))

Thankyou for today. For caring about my past, my pain, and helping me find solutions for the future. All I know is that as long as my future is YOU, that solves everything right there. I can handle anything, even the deepest hurt, when you're arms are around me babe.... I mean that. When you pulled me into your arms and just stroked my head and talked to me my heart was being ripped up but I felt such... peace, such safety... I knew I wasn't alone. And I can't ever thankyou enough for that. Just, wow, baby.

I love you Levi.............. so so much! For a while we were so busy and stressed it felt like our love was kind of cooling off, and it made me so sad.... but today the passionate kisses reminded me of how intensely I love you and you reminded me that you love me madly back.... I feel so happy =) Our love is so unique, so amazing, so surreal. Baby, baby. You make me smile. =) Rawr!!

Hey!!!!!!! We went to banquet!!!!!!!!!! And we matched!!!!!!!!!!! And my family loves you!!!!! And we got to hang out and snuggle at TGIF's!!!!! =) And we get to sit together at church!!!!! And we got all moved!!!!! And and just.... wow.... so much has happened!!! Babe you are making every day a wonderful story. This is the first semester in soooo long baby when I can look back and see wonderful, precious, happy times. It gives me such hope. Baby. Such hope.

I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Please don't forget it. =))
And here's a Happy Monday to my man, my best friend, my sweet prince Levi P. Fowler........
It's going to be a great week! =)))

Hugs and kisses and snuggles and little rawrs! <3

Cuties ;)

 

Hope these make you smile like they made me =))))