Sometimes I think of how we met
And why, and where, and when,
And I can't stop the wishful thought
That you had loved me then.
Sometimes I think of how I left,
And how you grew to care,
And when I think of all those months,
I cannot find it fair.
But then I think of how we fell
In love those sleepless night
And I am filled with wondrous awe
Of how things turned out right!
Sometimes I think of Christmas break
Our very first embrace
The days, the nights, the mem'ries made
I feel their lingering trace.
Sometimes I think of what's to come
I haven't got a clue!
But this I know, no matter what -
I always will love you. <3 <3 <3
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Monday, March 19, 2012
Our Last Saturday
The last Saturday we'll have together. It breaks my heart. I'm sorry I lost the other pictures. There were so many more. The tree. Santana. The field. I'm sorry I lost them. I'm sorry for everything.
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
With all my Love
Dear Levi,
Today is the third day of this week. Only three more, and then it's Saturday - even though it seems forever away, and our hardest days are yet to come. I know today will be hard. I wanted to take a minute and put up a post from the very beginning to remind you how much I love you, with all my heart; and how much God loves you, with all His heart. My bestest friend, it hurts me to know you were having nightmares last night because I don't want you to ever be scared. But I am here and I love you and I'm going to do my best to make sure you never have cause for nightmares ever, ever again... I'm going to do my best to take care of you, my little Levi... my bestest friend.... I am praying for you. Really, truly, fervently, praying. Because I know this week is so challenging... and I know how strong Satan is. Don't be discouraged. Keep your chin up, keep running... Grab my hand and let's run through to Saturday, okay? My Levi... I'm sending you a big, tight, long hug! Catch, baby! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Thursday, March 8, 2012
Rainy Day Note
Dear Levi,
sooooooooooo I learned a new term today from my black high-school coworkers. Apparently, I'm "crushing" on you. =P They insist that since we're not dating, I cannot be "in love." They asked why I'm always smiling and singing, and I said, "Because people in love always smile." And then they wanted to know who, and they all knew it was you because you come to see me here. =)) And they were like "awwww.... when did you start dating?" and I was like, "Um, we're not yet." And then they were like, "What?! No way!! We can tell you guys are crazy in love. Like, both of your faces." Which I thought was totally sweet! <3 Then they were like, "So you're just crushing on each other, right?" And I was like, "Um, English?" lol Which... was such a nice conversation. =) Because it was about you. =D And I lovvvvveeee you.... or, as I get to say now: "I'm crushing on you!!!!" =DDDD (silly smile)
Ahh baby I misses you. So oh super much. I saw you from the distance for like what? two seconds? ten? GAHH. So frustrating. I'm impatient for Saturday; to jump in your arms; to get twirled around; to taste your kisses and see you laugh. Mmm. Can't come fast enough for this little girl. =)
I am praying for you.... Tonight is kinda busy but my customers havebeen so nice, babe! =) So have my coworkers. PRaise God. =)
And texting and FB dont' seem to be working... which is sad....
I miss you!!!!!!!!!
Hope you're enjoying the weather babe. =)
Huggles and kisses. =))
sooooooooooo I learned a new term today from my black high-school coworkers. Apparently, I'm "crushing" on you. =P They insist that since we're not dating, I cannot be "in love." They asked why I'm always smiling and singing, and I said, "Because people in love always smile." And then they wanted to know who, and they all knew it was you because you come to see me here. =)) And they were like "awwww.... when did you start dating?" and I was like, "Um, we're not yet." And then they were like, "What?! No way!! We can tell you guys are crazy in love. Like, both of your faces." Which I thought was totally sweet! <3 Then they were like, "So you're just crushing on each other, right?" And I was like, "Um, English?" lol Which... was such a nice conversation. =) Because it was about you. =D And I lovvvvveeee you.... or, as I get to say now: "I'm crushing on you!!!!" =DDDD (silly smile)
Ahh baby I misses you. So oh super much. I saw you from the distance for like what? two seconds? ten? GAHH. So frustrating. I'm impatient for Saturday; to jump in your arms; to get twirled around; to taste your kisses and see you laugh. Mmm. Can't come fast enough for this little girl. =)
I am praying for you.... Tonight is kinda busy but my customers havebeen so nice, babe! =) So have my coworkers. PRaise God. =)
And texting and FB dont' seem to be working... which is sad....
I miss you!!!!!!!!!
Hope you're enjoying the weather babe. =)
Huggles and kisses. =))
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
Today was a Fairytale
Can you feel this magic in the air?
Must have been the way you kissed me.... =))
Fell in love when I saw you standing there,
Must have been the way today was a fairytale! =))
This is this AMAZINGLY ADORABLE song by Taylor Swift called Today was a Fairytale. Sometimes you know how a song can just resonate so right? It's like the artist wrote the lyrics from your heart? Well that's how this song has been to me today. I don't know why but today has been wonderful..... amazing. Because you're in it!!! Bumping into you on ACCIDENT in the library... seeing your gorgeous smile in class... having you sitting next to me in the hall, helping me studying (or, distracting. throw pens is distracting lol) and giving you Panera when you're all sleepy with your sleeves rolled up and your tie crooked..... AH!!! so wonderful =)))) baby wonderfulllllll =))))
I love you sooooooooooooooooooooo much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)))
Lately life has been so heavy. I don't know how else to describe it. Just so heavy, on my heart, on my shoulders, on my head. I've been happy in a very restricted sense of the word. Happy but still sad at the same time.... still weighed down by all the problems and cares and just everything.
But today, I don't know why, I awoke at five and started to copy my notes for you at the desk with my little desk light on, and it's like.... all my cares were still asleep back in bed! And I put on a cute blue and brown outfit and boots and snuck out of the room before they noticed I was gone... and sauntered so happy across campus and saw you at the library I've been smiling ever since!! =)))
I just feel like the wind is going to pick me up and fly me away to some beautiful billowy stormcloud where I'll share an umbrella with the rain and watch people scurry for shelter on campus down below. =D And I can almost hear God chuckle. =)) And it doesn't seem like my famliy is far away... it feels like my dad is just around the corner waiting to ask me how my day's going... and my mom and Kendon are bantering in the kitchen about how to make pizza sauce... and my puppy and my turtles and my couch Chester are in the next room. And Steven will come drop in at work tonight to say hey and give me a hug. =) And Kat and Jonathan are hanging out and flirting just out of sight. =)
And I feel soooo carefree and soooo happy and just... light. =) Like honestly I might float away any second, giggling as I pass through the ticklish trees with their baby leaves. =))
And I feel like there's only 7 weeks left until my probabtion is over FOREVER and I'm going to be officially yours and everyone is going to be soooo happy for us. =))) ANd I can come sit by you at church and stand with you on a sidewalk and talk for hourrrrrrrsssss.... from the dawn until the moon and stars peek out over our heads. =))
And soon summer is going to be here.... and long sultry days with bright gold memories together, picnics and water.... and hot exciting night in the moonlight doing who knows what =D And the happiness of just holding your hand and watching life fly past us.... The best days of my life, baby. =)
Because of you.
Well here's the lyrics of the song.... you should listen to it when you get a chance. It's better with music. =)
And Levi Pierce..... I just want to say how much I love you. How happy you've made me.... honestly, really, truly happy. Happy like I used to be.... but even happier. =) Because back then there was just me, and there's US.... there's YOU.... and I'm so lucky there's no description of this bliss. =))))
I can't wait to see you in class. I can't WAIT to see you next. =)))))))
Today was a fairytale
You are the prince =)
I used to be a damsel in distress
You took me by the hand and picked me up at six
Today was a fairytale =)
Today was a fairytale
I wore a dress =)
You wore a dark grey t-shirt
You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess =)))
Today was a fairytale =)
Time slows down whenever you're around....
Can you feel this magic in the air?
Must have been the way you kissed me.
Fell in love when I saw you standing there...
Must have been the way today was a fairytale =)
Today was a fairytale
You've got a smile
That takes me to another planet =)))
Every move you make everything you say is right =)
Today was a fairytale =)
Today was a fairytale
All that I can say is
Now it's getting so much clearer
Look at me dance to the time I saw your face
Today was a fairytale =))
Time slows down whenever you're around...
I can feel my heart!!! It's beating in my chest!! =D
Did you feel that??? I can't put this down..... =))
Can you feel this magic in the air??
Must have been the way you kissed me. =D
Fell in love when I saw you standing there....
Must have been the way today was a fairytale..... =)))
Must have been the way you kissed me.... =))
Fell in love when I saw you standing there,
Must have been the way today was a fairytale! =))
This is this AMAZINGLY ADORABLE song by Taylor Swift called Today was a Fairytale. Sometimes you know how a song can just resonate so right? It's like the artist wrote the lyrics from your heart? Well that's how this song has been to me today. I don't know why but today has been wonderful..... amazing. Because you're in it!!! Bumping into you on ACCIDENT in the library... seeing your gorgeous smile in class... having you sitting next to me in the hall, helping me studying (or, distracting. throw pens is distracting lol) and giving you Panera when you're all sleepy with your sleeves rolled up and your tie crooked..... AH!!! so wonderful =)))) baby wonderfulllllll =))))
I love you sooooooooooooooooooooo much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)))
Lately life has been so heavy. I don't know how else to describe it. Just so heavy, on my heart, on my shoulders, on my head. I've been happy in a very restricted sense of the word. Happy but still sad at the same time.... still weighed down by all the problems and cares and just everything.
But today, I don't know why, I awoke at five and started to copy my notes for you at the desk with my little desk light on, and it's like.... all my cares were still asleep back in bed! And I put on a cute blue and brown outfit and boots and snuck out of the room before they noticed I was gone... and sauntered so happy across campus and saw you at the library I've been smiling ever since!! =)))
I just feel like the wind is going to pick me up and fly me away to some beautiful billowy stormcloud where I'll share an umbrella with the rain and watch people scurry for shelter on campus down below. =D And I can almost hear God chuckle. =)) And it doesn't seem like my famliy is far away... it feels like my dad is just around the corner waiting to ask me how my day's going... and my mom and Kendon are bantering in the kitchen about how to make pizza sauce... and my puppy and my turtles and my couch Chester are in the next room. And Steven will come drop in at work tonight to say hey and give me a hug. =) And Kat and Jonathan are hanging out and flirting just out of sight. =)
And I feel soooo carefree and soooo happy and just... light. =) Like honestly I might float away any second, giggling as I pass through the ticklish trees with their baby leaves. =))
And I feel like there's only 7 weeks left until my probabtion is over FOREVER and I'm going to be officially yours and everyone is going to be soooo happy for us. =))) ANd I can come sit by you at church and stand with you on a sidewalk and talk for hourrrrrrrsssss.... from the dawn until the moon and stars peek out over our heads. =))
And soon summer is going to be here.... and long sultry days with bright gold memories together, picnics and water.... and hot exciting night in the moonlight doing who knows what =D And the happiness of just holding your hand and watching life fly past us.... The best days of my life, baby. =)
Because of you.
Well here's the lyrics of the song.... you should listen to it when you get a chance. It's better with music. =)
And Levi Pierce..... I just want to say how much I love you. How happy you've made me.... honestly, really, truly happy. Happy like I used to be.... but even happier. =) Because back then there was just me, and there's US.... there's YOU.... and I'm so lucky there's no description of this bliss. =))))
I can't wait to see you in class. I can't WAIT to see you next. =)))))))
Today was a fairytale
You are the prince =)
I used to be a damsel in distress
You took me by the hand and picked me up at six
Today was a fairytale =)
Today was a fairytale
I wore a dress =)
You wore a dark grey t-shirt
You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess =)))
Today was a fairytale =)
Time slows down whenever you're around....
Can you feel this magic in the air?
Must have been the way you kissed me.
Fell in love when I saw you standing there...
Must have been the way today was a fairytale =)
Today was a fairytale
You've got a smile
That takes me to another planet =)))
Every move you make everything you say is right =)
Today was a fairytale =)
Today was a fairytale
All that I can say is
Now it's getting so much clearer
Look at me dance to the time I saw your face
Today was a fairytale =))
Time slows down whenever you're around...
I can feel my heart!!! It's beating in my chest!! =D
Did you feel that??? I can't put this down..... =))
Can you feel this magic in the air??
Must have been the way you kissed me. =D
Fell in love when I saw you standing there....
Must have been the way today was a fairytale..... =)))
Saturday, March 3, 2012
The Foundation
"I would write a blog if i were you" The very words of my dear noelle today at panera :) You made my day noelle :) im sooooo thankful for y ou, thank you for the food :) it really means alot princess, thank you for today thank you thank you thank you :) i cannot help but to think about falling asleep with u close noelle it was wonderful, i felt refreshed, i felt soo loved, i felt so happy :) my writing ability is down to zero right now so bear with me,
" Except the Lord Build the house, they labour in vain that build it: except the Lord keep the city, the watchman worketh but in vain. It is vain for you to rise early, to sit up late, to eat the bread of sorrows..."
There is a verse in corinthians i thought of as i read this, of the wood, hay, and stubble...
"According to the grace of God which is given unto me, as a wise masterbuilder, I have laid the foundation, and another buildeth thereon. But let every man take heed how he buildeth thereupon.
For other foundation can no man lay than that is laid, which is Jesus Christ.
Now if any man build upon this foundation gold, silver, precious stones, wood, hay, stubble;
Every man's work shall be made manifest: for the day shall declare it, because it shall be revealed by fire; and the fire shall try every man's work of what sort it is. "
1Co 3:10-13
" Except the Lord Build the house, they labour in vain that build it: except the Lord keep the city, the watchman worketh but in vain. It is vain for you to rise early, to sit up late, to eat the bread of sorrows..."
There is a verse in corinthians i thought of as i read this, of the wood, hay, and stubble...
"According to the grace of God which is given unto me, as a wise masterbuilder, I have laid the foundation, and another buildeth thereon. But let every man take heed how he buildeth thereupon.
For other foundation can no man lay than that is laid, which is Jesus Christ.
Now if any man build upon this foundation gold, silver, precious stones, wood, hay, stubble;
Every man's work shall be made manifest: for the day shall declare it, because it shall be revealed by fire; and the fire shall try every man's work of what sort it is. "
1Co 3:10-13
The Lord has already laid the foundation baby girl, its already there, we just must utilize that foundation, utilize the tools he has given us, and build it with the Lord. Im thankful for you Noelle, so thankful you are in my life, i don't want to live a life of wood, of something weak, i want the Lord to use me with all he desires, because anything i materially gain will one day be tried against fire baby. i want to build our relationship to last, i want it to have foundation, to have the Lord, to have it tried against the test and fire of time and it to persevere. Im praying for you :) im praying for us :) im so thankful for you Noelle. :) text me, write me, pray for me :) Tebya Leblyu Ochen Ochen Mnoga :)
Alone
Today is the first Saturday in a whole semester that you aren't here for my break. ='( I can't even describe you sad it is....... just sitting here alone, huddled in a corner booth hiding from everyone, missing you so badly.....
Thank you for all the Saturday's you've sacrificed your time and gas to come and spend with me. They aren't for granted. Every single one has meant so much and I couldn't have gotten this far into the semester without those days, knowing I wouldn't have to be alone for once.
I miss you today. I miss you so much.
Thank you for all the Saturday's you've sacrificed your time and gas to come and spend with me. They aren't for granted. Every single one has meant so much and I couldn't have gotten this far into the semester without those days, knowing I wouldn't have to be alone for once.
I miss you today. I miss you so much.
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